ok sambung balik, malam smlm ketika mr hubby tgh masak, aku call mak....sebenanyer da nite before mmg macam nak call mak...tetibe cam rindu pada mak dtg melanda.....tp time tuh tgh malam kan, xkan nak call mak.....time opis xle nak call, sbb kalo nak sembang manje-manje takut bebdk opis nie dengar....so call mlm kat umah....
Me : hellow, assalamualaikum......
Mak : waalaikumsalam......
Me : mak tgh buatpe....
Mak : kat bilik nie....
Me : mak buatpe??
Mak : nie, mak tgh kutip rambut mak yang gugur kat lantai nie.......
currently mak is undergoing a treatment which da effect is kinda similar wif chemotherapy where your hair will start to fall and she will became completely bald.....macam nak luluh jerk jantung dengar jawapan mak....mata dah bergenang...xle nak nangis, sbb kita xle sedey dpn mak....so i just continue da conversation while trying very hard not to let ma tear drop.....
and just now i called mak again....
Me : tgh hari tadi mak makan ape?
Mak : mak tak makan langsung......
Me : nape mak tak makan??
Mak : kepala mak sakit sgt....so mak tido.....
Me : kepala mak masih sakit lg? ingat dah kurang sbb makan ubat.....
Mak : dia sakit sbb nak abis gugurkan rambut mak semua.....
again, ma heart was soo sad to hear that...though da hair will re-grow, yet healthier, thicker and shinier.....(coz previously pun rambut mak penah gugur masak buat treatment breast cancer last time)......but as a women, how do u feel when u crown start to falls bit by bit?????
last time while mak undergoing her chemotherapy treatment for her breast cancer, when delina was still a baby, mak's hair felled and became thinner.....mak always wear anak tudung kat umah....so one day, while she was siting wif delina, da anak tudung accidentally falls, and when delina saw her grandma head without hair, she was freak out and cried......Ya Allah, when i heard that story, i almost cried......but, da story was told by mak dengan muka yg sgt selambe.....
mak is a very-very strong women....it's so hard to see her shed her tears....she once said "alah....nak nangis apenyer....benda yg paling sedih dalam hidup pun mak dah lalui...masa org yg mak paling sayang and kekasih mak meninggal"... she's referring to her husband; my bapak....
this was taken when mak was undergoing her radioterapi treatment for her breast cancer at KL GH....and i just realize that, she celebrated her birthday twice in a hospital...her 56th and 58th.....
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