I like..i like..i loikee...

last weeken we went back to KL on saturday evening after Sai's reception....we had a light & easy trip coz da 3 of us was soo tired..tired of over eating at 3 wedding reception...bayangkan...camne le nak diet...we depart from Ipoh at 7:00 pm ,to be exact from kedai VRC (all da ipohrian who's getting married sure know bout this shop) coz bwk Ellia survey barang tuk her somenization this Friday..at first i drive, tp rasa cam dah xle blah..we stop at Tapah for maghrib and dinner...then encik tunang yg drive....

Sunday we went to chubby's wed reception in Ampang...his map in wedding card is soo sucks...demn...xpe, janji sampai and en tunang tambah sampai 2 kali coz terlampau lapar sbb sesat..(macam le dia yg drive kereta manual tuh)....Alamak, macam my reception dress le plak...

after da wedding reception, we straight away went to Kota Damansara to see our married-house-to-be which is in Flora Damansara...before this every one ckp jgn dok ctu la..Sally ckp kat ctu ade kes pembunuhan..ade 2-3 org mati kene bunuh...then ade kes kereta yg di abonden lama, bile bukak rupenyer penuh dgn dadah...and masnani plak ckp kawasan tuh cam xselamat la...soo, i decided i wanted to see it for myself...we made an appoinment wif Mr Vincet da agent...we went to see 6 houses...and da last houses that we visit, is da one dat made us fall in lurve...

it's a corner lot..dpt murah ckit coz da side window is facing rumah sampah (as mentioned by Vincent)..but that doesn't bother me at all...sbb xbebau pun...lgpun i've live in worse area..seri kembangan masa kawasan pembuanagn sampah is still there....these are da features dat really made me fall in lurve in dat unit:

• it's corner lot but it's RM50 cheaper than da corner lot in level 13 (that RM50 can be use to pay astro bill)
• it's huge wif 3 bed, 2 bath, 1 stor and 1 utility room at 1050sqf
• da balcony is facing bukit where we can really hear da air bukit mengalir..soo soothing
• da side window is facing KL..it's soo damn beautiful at nite....
• it's in 2nd floor...4 floors up da stairs....so kalo ade emergency, bole lari turun tangga..and maybe...i said maybe...i might climb up da stairs rather than taking lift as a remedy to get fit...huhuhuh...
• da front neighbour is malay and is an owner of da unit...his wife is a housewife...so Insyaallah selamat...
• it's in block F...da middle block..nearer to Masjid, swimming pool and visitor carpark...
• this block has more tenant compared to the previous 5 unit that i viewed in block H...H is a new block...

soo, i manage to persuade en tunang to agree and fall in lurve wif this unit...later that nite, we went to Flora Damansara again to have a look at how's da security and crowdness of dat area at nite....that is when en tunang really fall in lurve wif this unit..coz da side window has a KL view wif tall building in lots of light...huhu....

Seperti biasa en tunang beramah mesra

da balcony is facing bukit wif bunyi air anak bukit mengalir

This is da side window which face KL in light

DAAAANNNN, td saya sudah jumpe Mr Vincent and pay for booking of that unit...yehaa...
can't wait to have ma own hauz...to decorate our own lil crib....

My Bestfriend's Wedding...

CONGRATS Saidatul Azmiyah Binti Idris!!!!!!

last weekend was my 16 years old BFF's wed wif her 8 years old bf...couldn't believe that she really got married...wif just one verse, Sai became Mrs Epoi...and to my surprise, i shed a tears...and wut really made me cried was when i heard Epoi read the lafaz ta'lik specifically when he said "isteriku Saidatul Azmiyah"....i was soo overwhelming...when i look to my right, Ellia was also crying...nie semua diana punyer pasal le...dia yg nangis dulu...but da funny thing was, Saidatul tak menangis pun langsung...padahal we know u're da most lembik among da 3 of us...hahaha.....then after dah akad, she went to salam everyone...and this time, Ellia and me has to stay outside, kalo tak abes eyeliner aku nie kene air mata...muahahaha...couldn't imagine how i would react when my time comes....

Malam berinai..nie pelamin dlm rumah

Couldn't believe that i have to share my BFF wif Epoi...isk...and this friday, Ellia, my 13 yers old BFF is getting married too...we never knew that da 3 of us will end our single life within da same timeline...huhuhuhu..betul2 BFF nie...

Mr & Mrs Epoi, Me & Ellia..

her pelamin was soo beautiful...it was made by her mother...even da bunga pahar pun mak dia yg buat....hantaran both side, da bride and da groom pun mak dia gak buat...mak dia mmg tgn berseni ler...and she bought all her dressess, baju nikah, baju berinai and baju sanding...when she make-up, she looks exactly like her mom...huhu..mom's daughter la ko nie...

big lurve...

nie semua melayan asmawati le nie...

and da same day was Azrina's wed as well...my frens since we were in standard 4...muahaha...lamanyer kita kawan...she insist to have her wed on da same day...this is da only day dat she was available...she was da 4th person from our group yg got married...huhuhuh...xpercaya gak she got married...ade lg 6 org yg single...hahaha...

Pelamin Azrina

RUMAH....

isk...susah tul nak carik kawasan rumah yg strategik and murah....

nak kat area damansara nie...biar dkt ngan tpt keje aku...senang..sbb yg akan balik masak ialah aku gak kan?? at least pizi bole gi keje naik moto...aku bole jerk kalo nak gi keje naik moto...lesen pun ade jerk...it's just aku nie yg slalu kene kuar2 gi miting...pizi dok dalam opis jerk...

after browsing through a lot of option, i think i'll choose Flora Damansara..baru tgk kat mudah.my jerk...blum tgk live lagik...before this i was so sceptical bout Flora Damansara nie...coz one of our frens live in flora damansara...dia cam flat kos rendah....so, mcm ade foreigner and tpt dia cam bnyk mat rempit & bohsia2 la...huhuhuh...

but then, one of my colleagues nie ckp kat Flora Damansara nie sebenanyer ade 2..satu flat, and another one apartment wif swimming pool...swimming pool??? i loike....huhuhuh...i kan suka swimming....the price range is just from RM500 up to RM700..ade security, ade covered car park, atas bukit, blkg ade mcm reserved forest and tasik....soo green, nature and peacefull...my colleague nie ckp, kalo dia xjadik dok setia alam, dia nak dok cni...

tp....yg buat i pelik is, nape bnyk sgt rumah kosong....slalunyer kalo bnyk sgt rumah kosong and org sebok nak sewakan nie, it's either haunted, dangerous or xde quality...i pun tanya la one of da agent that i called just now, dia kata sebenanyer bukan rumah bnyk kosong...derang just advertise bebynk supaya nak nampak cam laku...

xpe, sok i plan nak gi tgk rumah tu...or this sunday...so we can decide le samada betul ke wut da agent claim tuh....so, this is how it looks like...

this is da floor plan

This is how da kitchen wif cabinet looks

if it's corner lot, ade side window...and most of da balcony is facing nature....cam peacefull jerk...

Salam Maal Hijrah....

last friday was maal hijrah...
soo, heppi new year to all...harap kita semua dpt berhijrah ke something better....

for me da year 1430 is a year for big penghijrahan...from single to married...more responsibalities, more sacrifices and more and more and more......so as usual, every new year there must be resolutions....i never fails to have any...so my 1430H resolutions are...

1. to be more humble
2. be more patient
3. manjadi lebih lemah lembut..which i am never was...sampai my junior at office call me mak tiri...huhu...and en tunang pun dah tego and ask me to be more lemah lembut when talking to him, not only when i need something from him...
4. save money!!!! da same resolutions every year which i still fail miserably...

when i went to one of the training which tittle "Personal Empowerment for Organizational Excellence" which was soo enjoyable and i learnt a lot...Fairuz (the trainer) thought us "Self Talk"...

self talk nie mcm something u wish to become or to have...u have to say it slalu until it become your subconscious mind....this is how it looks like:

I am _________________ (positive personal characteristics)

I am _________________ (Another positive personal characteristics)

I am making conscious effort to ___________________ (Actions to achieve desired outcome)

Day by day, in every way I am enjoying and getting better & better in ________________ (Desired outcome) or something better for the highest good of all concerned...

contoh :

I am a happy and bubbly person...

I am knowledgable....

i am making conscious effort to be patient, humble and dicipline....

Day by day, in everyway I am enjoying and getting better & better in less spending, be confident, and being polite or seomthing better for the highest good of all concerned...

just try it out..hope it works...

Done, Done & Done

Last week went back to Ipoh to settle a lot of things...Alhamdulillah...banyak benda dpt setel..

and ade kejadian yg sgt klaka happened masa balik ipoh...thursday is da last day for da year 1429 Hijrah...usually on new year's eve, mak-mak mesti akan masak2...and ma mom is not excluded...and kesian Encik tunang, dia asyik buang air besar je masa kat ipoh...and on dat new year's eve, we're ready to have our lunch at 3:00 pm..that's normal for our family having late lunch....semua dah ready and we already took our seat...pizi plak xturun-turun....

finally he came down...and ma mom pun ckp "haa...sape lambat dia yg kene baca doa.."..fizi pun, oklah...so dia pun tadah tangang, dengan penuh kusyuk dan tawaduk dia pun baca "Allahummaftah Alaina hikma Takawansyur Alaina Min Hozainiroh Matikaya Ar-hamarrahimin..Amin" then semua org gelak..then mak ckp, "tuh bukan doa makan"..then everybody burst into laughter...giler babing punyer gelak....then pizi dengan selamber jawap "owh..sblm mkn kita kene terangkan hati..tu sbb sy baca doa tuh".....
kesian encik tunang, u're soo funny and cute without trying too hard for it....huhu

Well, apart from that, these are some of the things that i managed to settle...

1. Jumpe Kadi
2. Daftar Kahwin @ Jabatan Agama Islam Perak
3. Hantar barang hantaran to Kak Kema
4. Encik tunang pegi tempah baju melayu bersama abang-abang iparnya (soo cute)
5. Tempah baju nikah
6. Discuss on the design baju for reception me and encik tunang
7. Discuss on the pelamin concept & design
8. Discuss on the design of the hantaran bride's & groom's
9. Beli favors for belah lelaki and my frens from KL
10. Survey the price of paperbag
11. Jumpe En Fahmi da photographer which eventually was my Abang's schoolmate
12. Ukur langsir baru

wah...banyak gak mende yg dpt disetel...since my mak andam is in Taiping, so while waiting for our appoinment, me and encik Tunang pun berdating di Taman Tasik Taiping yg sangat Romantik tuh sambil mengambil-ngambil gamba....

Encik tunang menci gamba nie sbb dia kt muka dia cam nak meletup..muahahaha

Muka Pizi cam pelik..huhu....aku plak cam bajet cute....

da scenary is soo wonderfull...planning to have da outdoor shooting here...on that day itself, kat our side nie ade 4 couples yg amik gamba wedding...how do i noe it's a wedding photo??coz they're wearing baju kawen la...

Finally I've Registered...

planned to went back to ipoh on wed evening....tp tgh hari tuh abg call...
Abang : balik ipoh kol bape?
Me : ptg ckit le..tggu cuaca redup
Abang : kamu balik ngan sape?
Me : sorang le...tp kang singgah sungai buloh amik bebdk tuh (my cousins)
Abang : pizi tak ikut?
Me : nape nak ikut plak. Pejabat Agama kata pengantin laki takde pun takpe
Abang : xde le..kalo bole pizi kene gak jumpe kadi. kadi nak intebiu..kalo tak jumpe skang, time nikah baru nak jumpe, nnt nikah lama...sbb kadi nak intebiu and tanya memacam.
Me : leee....nape abg tak ckp awal2? pizi keje nie. nnt amy call dia try tanya

soo, i straight away call encik tunang...soh dia amik cuti sok (khamis)...dia ckp nnt dia chck ngan siti...then dia tanya, "kalo i tak ikut bole?"...as usual, dia mmg berat ckit kalo nak ikut aku balik ipoh...then i replied "bole gak, kalo camtuh kita tangguh jele wedding. nak?"...so dia pun mengalah....

instead of balik rabu ptg, rabu mlm pukul 9 baru gerak balik ipoh....ptg tuh i dah called kadi to set appoinment..at first he said after asar....gile nie, nnt mana sempat nak gi pejabat agama..."awal ckit bole tak ustaz?"..."pukul 8:30 pagi le kalo camtuh"...he sounds soo garang on da phone...nak tanya lebey2 pun aku takut....

sampai ipoh at around 12 something....pizi tido surau wif Man & Bee (My counsins)...usually guest will stay in my room...tp sbb mak suasa (Kak sal's Mom) is staying wif us...so guys tido surau, ladies tido in my room....da next day, i called abg first thing when i woke up...and he sounds suara-org-tersedar-bile-telefon-berbunyi..."abang nak dtg pukul bape?".."kol 8 abg dtg"..so me and encik tunang siap le...then abg sms...abang dtg pukul 8:30. kita pegi dlm pkl 9..isk...abang aku nie..kan dah janji dgn kadi...so i called kadi to reschedule..."kol 9 bole la.tp sblm 9:30. sbb pukul 10:00 saya nak nikahkan org"...

so cepat2 le pegi carik rumah kadi..kadi nie dok manjoi..manjoi is actually kawasan kampung dlm bandar..mcm kampung baru le..and kalo rumah kampung nie, typically nombor and susunan rumah berterabur...and umah kadi nie tak terkecuali...so called kadi tanya..
Me : Ustaz, saya dah ade dpn surau nie. surau belah kiri saya. rumah ustaz yang mana satu ye?
Kadi : awak jalan terus, nanti jumpe simpang empat awak masuk kiri..rumah saya yg pertama sblh kanan

carik2 punyer carik tak jumpe pun simpang empat...so kitowang patah balik...tetibe dah masuk kawasan lain...call kadi balik...
Me : Ustaz, saya kat dpn Al-Baraqah nie
Kadi : Nape awak pegi situ. kan tu dah patah balik. tadi awak kata awak kat dpn surau. jalan je terus sampai simpang 4, rumah saya yg pertama.
Isk...takut dah...suara dah le cam garang...

so kitowang patah balik..tetibe nampak satu rumah kaler hijau and ade org tua melambai....ruuupeeenyerrrr........SIMPANG TIGA...bukan simpang 4...isk ustaz nie...masuk jerk abang ckp..."laa ustaz, nape tak ckp rumah ustaz kaler hijau. and ade gambar Nizar yang besar kat dpn?" (Nizar is the controversiol PAS MB of Perak which was withdrawed from the position)...Kadi jawap "saya taknak sebut.takut ade org sensitip." and, dan dan kitowang jawap "tak sensitip le"....huhuhu...belakon sat...pas kawen nnt baru ngaku...

pas gi umah kadi, gi pejabat agama bawak semua doc tuh....kecik jerk pejabat agama perak nie rupenyer...hanta borang, baya RM5...settle....in one week time, doc semua siap, kadi gi amik...then KAWEN!!!!

Hari tuh tak cakap pun....

yesterday i was bingung thinking bout how da hell i'm going back to Ipoh....previously i planned to go back to ipoh last week since Selangor cuti on friday....but when i come to think bout it, weekend nie pizi pun nak ke ipoh coz one of his colleagues is getting married...and next week pun nak balik ipoh coz my BFF sai is getting married...

so, xkan le nak balik ipoh gak last week...my mom nie plak, dia xle tau kalo u've already told her that u're coming back, but suddenly u cancel it...no matter wut are da reason..relevent or irrelevant, she'll be a bit marah....

so yesterday i called her and she did marah me for not coming back last week....marah sbb jarang balik padahal dah nak kawen nie..."kamu nie bukan nak balik meeting ker? discuss dgn family ker?" that are sum of the words that she said....soo, this week i'm going back...da prob is, on saturday my officemate is getting married...fizi plak got wedding reception in Ipoh...then how??we have to seperate la...then my whole family plak going to kl on friday...wut da??? memula plan balik ipoh tumpang sai, then balik kl on saturday tumpang fizi plak...

suddenly yesterday sai said her sister wanna hitch her car..so i cannot tumpang le...then fizi plak kata xle nak balik awal on saturday sbb bebdk nie nak lepak dolu kat ipoh...ahad baru nak balik kl...so kalo i balik kl on saturday by train, who gonna pick me up at kl central???then kalo i balik on saturday or sunday, kene dok rumah sorang plak...isk...sgt serabut...so, in da end...i drive le balik ipoh...bole bawak balik brg hantaran yang dah dibeli pun...

since thursday i'm gonna go to Pejabat Agama Islam Perak to daftar my wedding, so i give another call to them to ask bout documentation and procedure....i've called them before, this time is just to double confirm...one by one he mention da doc that we shud have, checked and checked...tetibe ade a few things penambahan...which are:
1. Surat akuan bujang perempuan
2. Saksi 2 orang yg kenal rapat except close family member
3. Their ic copy which is certified

wah, sok aku dah le nak balik...itu hari tak cakap pun....cecepat le i called HR...naseb baek sempat derang buat...plak tuh nak jadik citer, hari nie da whole day my pc cannot on...it's corrupted...aku dah le bnyk keje nak setel sblm cuti nie....damn....so who are da 2 saksi i have to find...straight away i called acik ley (my mom youngest brother)....nasib baek le aku ade bnyk pak sedara..muahahahha...asked him to photostat his ic and Pak Uda's (my mom younger brother)...in return, he asked me to bring back my 17" PC...yg aku pakai masa kat MMU tuh..yg gabak giler tuh....berat dowh...aku nak bawak turun ke keta sok pun malu...mn ade org pakai monitor besar tuh lg...nak free plak tuh...isk...

a few hours after that, Pak uda plak call...ingatkan kenapa, rupenyer he asked my to pick his kids from Sungai Buloh...cis...nyesal aku ckp aku balik naik keta...nie mesti acik ley bitau pak uda...anak2 pak uda nie dah menangis nak balik Perak...buakn budak kecik pun...sorang standard 6, standar 4 and standard 2....they can't just expect me to go to Sungai Buloh and pick their kids...aku mana le tau area sungai buloh tuh....i called mak, and told her...then mak plak kata, "xkan le kamu nak ke sungai buloh amik derang? soh derang hanta bebudak tu memana"...hehehe...nasib baek ler mak aku nie xde le baek sgt...hehehehe...

so, tomorrow i just have to pick up my cousins kat tepi highway jerk....sorry bebudak, kak amy malas and xtau jalan ke sana....

My plan balik ipoh nie are:
1. Jumpe Kadi
2. Daftar Kahwin kat JAIP
3. Hantar Hantaran to mak andam
4. Tempah baju nikah
5. Ukur baju kawen me and Fizi
6. Jumpe cameraman

Hope all can be done..Insyaallah...for good cause...

Couldn't Believe it....

Yesterday i was on MC....yeler, on Monday i went to office wif running nose, sorethroat, and husky voice...that Monday morning i thought of not going to work and take an MC....tp nnt k siti mesti ckp alasan malas dtg keje...lgpun keje tgh bnyk time tuh...so i did went to work on Monday and my lovely boss tanya nape aku dtg opis...huhuhuh...plan after lunch nak MC...tp keje still belambak and end up i work till 7:30 pm...isk....dasat peah...

so that Monday night i went to Clinic and dpt MC for yesterday...yeay...dah dpt MC, then i tot to maself, wut da hell i'm gonna do kat umah sowang2....Tuesday morning pepagi lg dah ade incoming call...isk...semak tol...mmg i tak pick up le...then the same number called...aler....kaco aku nak tido and rest...then kol 2pm baru bgn...huhuhuh...bese le...cam xkenal plak peah yg bole bgn tgh hari...then the number call lagik, skalik clinic mlm td yg call...just nak soh aku dtg clinic bayar bil mlm td sbb my medical card already exceed limit....ceh...itu jerk??

ptg tuh tgh tgk tv sambil mamai2 sbb mkn ubat sesema and ubat batuk...ade incoming call from unrecognised number...mcm xnak angkat, tapi da number start wif 8XXX, out of curiousity, i pick up...
Caller : Hello, cik Amiriah?
Me : Ye saye.
Caller : Saya call dr kad kahwinku..artwork kad kawen cik Amiriah dah siap la...nak dtg tgk or nak saya email.
Me : Email jelah
Caller : Ok..nnt sy email dkt cik Hafeezie sekalik....
Me : Ok Bye...

that evening when Encik Tunang came to visit me, he brought one piece of paper in his hand...i asked wut's dat, he handed it to me.....when i read it...and couldn't believed wut i'm reading....i almost cried of disbelief....that piece of paper, that very piece of paper....the content of the paper is i couldn't believe that the piece of paper is an artwork of weddingcard wif my name on it....i have never imagine this day would come....seeing a wedding card with my name on it....

Card, kad, kartu.....

Thanks a lot jaja for spending time to read my previous blabbing....huhu..ade gak org yg mendengar luahan hati aku....luv ya....at this time of our life, we really need other gurls for physical and mental support...to lead you back to the right track....


of course le for the guys its nothing...sbb kalo wedding their side, they just give money to their parents, and the parents yg will go all out...belah pompuan nie, kita yg akan involve and get our hands dirty for the wedding...every single details we wanna involve...just to make sure things done according to our dream wedding...huhu....isk...tp dah tak marah dah...hehe...time buat blog before this tgh emo sbb merajuk tp encik tunang xnak pujuk....akhirnya smlm berdamai dan encik tunang dah pujuk and say sorry....huhuhuhuh...ngengada...skalik sekala nak manja-manja....


finally i went to do my wedding card wif abg and k linda...bnyk betul dugaan nak buat kad nie...
tuesday abg sms:
"kalo kamu nak buat kad kawen, kene buat before raya haji.".....
yg peliknyer, i dun bother to ask why....as far as i noe, the shop close at 5:00 pm...
then i told abg,
"amy balik kol 6. pizi balik kol 6:30. nak sampai ke bangi will take around 1hour."
abg reply:
"xpe, dah ckp kat org kedai tuh soh tunggu gak"....

ok, tp skalik on wednesday, tetibe keje terbnyk...and i'm still in the office at 7:15...demn...camno nie....??seperti biasa peah pun merempit dgn Mr. Bubu...huhuhuh....dah le nak ke stesen bas kajang tuh aku dok ingat2 lupe...aku penah lalu dpn stesen bas tuh 2 kali jerk...redah jugak le...


the 1st hurdle happened, jln nak ke stesen bas kajang from UKM tuh dah le cam celako kan...it's under construction and it's dark like hell...pasang le lampu weis...ape punyer kontraktor le...baek bg mak aku jerk buat....sekalik tengah merempit tuh terlanggar plak satu lubang besar....demn...pastuh aku dengar dari blkg from driver side "kelepek..kelepk..kelepek..kelepek"..so i switch of da radio to confirm weather da sound comes from the back of da car....so we stoped at da road side...encik tunang pegi tgk...skalik for da 1st time after 3 years of driving Mr. Bubu, tayar Mr. Bubu pancit...sian Mr. Bubu....nak tukar at that time pun xle...coz da road is pitch black, then org kedai kad is still waiting for us....nak xnak, redah gak dgn kecederaan Mr. Bubu for almost a kilometre....


sampai kat stesen bas kajang, pusing satu round, and nasib baek ade satu kedai tayar bukak....Alhamdulillah...bile dia tgk tayar dia pun ckp
"tayar ni tertoreh dpn blkg nie. mmg xle tampal. kene tukar."
Me : "brape kalo tayar baru"
Kedai Tayar : "RM110.00 kak"
Me : "siap pasang?"
Kedai Tayar : "ha'ah."
Me : "haaa...okey le...sy tinggal keta..nnt saya dtg balik."


then aku terus blah tanpa meninggalkan my hp no, or taking thier number...jln laju giler cam pelumba jalan kaki kat sukan commonwealth...sampai kedai kad tuh dgn termengah-mengah...rupenyer derang dah shortlisted dah pun kad yg nak disponsor....as i wish, i wanted to have custome wedding card. i brought Sai's wed card as a sampel...
Me : "kalo nak buat camnie bape?"
Kedai Kad : "kita takle nak bajet le. kene tanya designer. kene tunggu esok"
demn..xkan sok nak dtg balik plak kan???dah le seksa gak nak sampai sini....
Me : "bape upah buat?"
Kedai Kad : "kita amik RM250 untuk upah custome."
bapak mahal siot....itu hari aku tanya kat kedai kad masa pameran kawen tuh, dia ckp kad cam sai nie bole dpt RM0.50 sekeping...then xde upah custome pun.....
Me : "errmm.....xpe le...xyah custome le.."


so end up i took the butterfly ku design...witch i'm not really keen...tp, dah org nak bayarkan...so accept jele...for me, the price is soo damn expensive...tak berbaloi....tp i'll try to accept...if i keep on kondem and complaint, takut pape plak jadik....learn to lurve and accept wut u have...


so is how my wedding card will look like....

Songs to be played on my Big Day

I wish to have a live band, kalo bole nak Monochronic Freak...tp, cam mustahil la kan...nak amik gamelan, nnt cam boring plak...so, just play our favourite songs jele...xnak le plak biar DJ pilih lagu...nnt mesti kuar lagu Mawi le, Siti le, and lagu2 kawen yg ntah pape tuh....

so i planned to hand over a mp3 CD and ask the DJ to play it for me...so these are the songs that i wish to be played during my Big Day...

• Daniel Bedingfield - If U're Not The One
Encik Tunang dedicate lagu nie kat I

• Celine Deon - Because I'm Your Lady


• Celine Deon - Because You Love Me


• Jason Myraz - I'm Yours


• Jason Myraz feat Colby Calliat - Lucky


• Bryan Adams - Have U Ever Really Love a Women


• Micheal Bubble - Quando Quando


• Micheal Bubble - Sway


• Robbie William feat Nicole Kidman - Something Stupid


• Maron 5 - Sunday Morning


• Maron 5 - Won't Go Home Without U


• Boyz II Men feat Mariah Carey -
  
• - Can't Take My Eyes Off From You




• Indigo - Istimewa


• Pretty Ugly - Diari Seorang Lelaki


• Flop Poppy - Cinta


• Anuar Zain - Lelaki Ini


• Ari Lasso Feat Bunga Citra Lestari - Aku & Dirimu


• Black Dog Bone - Si Gadis Ayu


• Estrange - Itu Kamu


• Faizal Tahir - Sampai Syurga

Documentations......

another 88 days to go.... arrrggghhhhh..............scary...nervous...panic...

just got off the phone with Jabatan Agama Islam Perak (JAIP) asking bout procedures and process....first thing first....

1. Sijil Kursus Kahwen ---> done and graduated wif flying colours.....


2. Surat akuan bujang for groom.... ---> Encik tunang dah dpt dr HR


3. Surat kebenaran kahwin luar kawasan for groom ---> En. tunang to find out nak buat kat Subang or Seromban


4. HIV test ---> must do by next week. tgh nak tgk jadual Klinik Kesihatan

Once all of the above have completed, then i can proceed to my task....

5. Prepare the decease cert of my father ---> mintak kat mak


6. Isi borang 2 (Permohonan untuk kebenaran kahwin bagi perempuan)--->downloaded from JAIP's official website.


7. Isi Borang 2A (Perwakilan Wakalah) --->also downloaded from JAIP's web for my big bro to fill since my father had passed away....

*nasib baek la JAIP ade website..huhu...senang aku...

8. Attached all the forms and meet Ustaz Md Anjang (012-571 8046 or 05-526 4973) @ Jalan Pemimpin which is kadi for my area...


9. Once kadi have been notified and signed, go to JAIP wif my En Tunang and big bro....


10. getting ready for the wed...yehaa...

panjang gak process and procedure tuh...phew..

Kenapa...mengapa...why???

nape le aku sayang sgt kat Mohd Hafeezie Nazreen b Mohd Zaidin nie??why am i soo damn in lurve wif my fiance?? he's not handsome...not even cute...he's not macho..he's not wealthy..he's far from rich family..he's not Mr Romeo...he's not even Mr charms with words...but why do i lurve him so damn much??

he's my fren, my best fren, my lover, my love of my life, my fiance and my husband-to-be....he's also a gud listener, a gud advisor, a shoulder to cry on, a punch bag, a joker, he's my guardian angel, he's my saviour....he's my advisor and he's my other half...he completes me...

i'm so comfortable wif him...i'm totally in my skin when i'm wif him...i can cry in front of him, i can fart imfront of him, i can even pick my nose infront of him...haha...gross....maybe for you but not for him....when i'm sick and puked, he can clean my vormit without feeling gross...ya, he did...

believe it or not, for as long as 2 years and 7 months of our relationship, we dun even have any fight...just a few small tiny winy rows which was stupid...he always knows how to pujuk me....he never scold me...kalo macam ade sumthing he wanted to say to me or tak puas hati, dia akan ckp "i ade benda nak ckp ngan u nie. bole tak?? kalo i ckp, u jgn marah atau merajuk pulak"....bile denga tuh jerk...automatic muncung aku dah panjang cam pinocchio punyer idung jadik panjang bile menipu....huhu...dah takut dah bile dengar dia ckp camtuh...terus pegang tgn dia kekonon cam nak mintak simpati....huhuhu....

he is also egoless...which is very hard to find a men with less ego...if he needs help, he never hesitate to asked from me...if he stumble in anything, he never ashame to ask for my advice...but i never disrespect him...i look up to him...eventhough my education level is higher than him, eventho i earned more than him.....but ppl still respect him, his coulleagues respect him, his superior acknowledge him, his anak buah adore him....everybody is just soo comfortable wif him..but gurls, dun be too comfirtable...
that's the reason i marry him...because i respect him...and i know i can and will respect him when we got married...

Blog Pengantin.....

i think i dun wanna read other bride-to-be's blog....it makes me feels devastate...

they talk bout their big dream wedding...which hotel ballroom their planning to do the reception, which grand hall...how they want the pelamin to be....wut stuff and brand for their hantaran...

who is their wedding planner, which photographer, should they have the video grapher, make up artist with wut brand, which fashion designer-who design-artist-wed-dress...all with big names and wif professional experience...semua yg bukan calang-calang...semua yg famous-famous....which will cost u a fortune....

while on my side, hurrmm.....wut's grand bout my wedding???nada...nothing...

ngak ada....sometime i wish for a big wedding...sometimes i just want a simple wedding....the truth is, i haven't finalize wut kinda wedding i want.....ikutkan, i want a garden wedding by the lakeside at our house in bukit merah...majlis malam...wif a lot of fresh flowers, candle, the wind breeze gently, xde matahari yg panas tetrik....tp.............................

kalo buat kat bukit merah, family nak dtg jauh....xde tpt nak stay..then kalo buat malam plak, most of the guest is from kl....xkan they have to travel back to kl malam..after the reception??isk...

so end up, my wed reception is just infront of our house...pagi nikah, lunch reception...buat in one day...coz family en tunang pun dtg dr seromban...jauh tuh..then mak andam is from taiping...the distance is like from shah alam to gombak....jauh gak le...so buat semua in one day, caterer siap mkn skalik, cameran man dtg sekalik, mak andam pun dtg sekalik...xyah org nak ulang-alik....and for sum of ma frens who wish to witness the akad ceremony, dtg le awal pagi.... and since my wedding is on saturday, and on monday and tuesday is the public holiday....sape yg dah sampai ipoh nak pegi sunway lagoon or penang or where ever they want, bole jerk....

Nak HP tuk hantaran....

Huhu....i luuurrrrvvvveeeee sony ericsson.....once u use sony ericsson, there's no turning back....

i've waited sooooooooooo damn long for sony ericsson's phone WiFi enable with touch screen....and finally they've arrived....i've got choices of Aino, Satio and Xperia...name ntah pape ntah...

i wanted Xperia...coz it's kinda sleek and sophisticated...made a comparison in sony ericsson's website between the three of them...and the winner is...jeng..jeng..jeng....Satio.....

just need to find out how much it'll cost me....kalo cam melampau, ermm...mungkin berangan jela kot jawapnyer....kalo dpt henpon tuh, xdpt beg coach pun xpe...hehehehe.....

how i wish to have Coach on my dulang hantaran...

u read it right..yup, how i wish to have Coach on my wedding dulang hantaran...it's just suiciding to have it on my dulang...mahal macam gampang le beg coach nie...kalo just nak beli wallet dia, macam xberbaloi kot...coz the wallet will only be in a handbag...beli clutch??hurmmm...bukan slalu pakai pun....

rasanyer yg mampu maybe just nine west or charles and keith jerk...hari tuh masuk le butik DKNY...planned wanted to buy baju encik tunang tuk dulang hantaran...or maybe a handbag for me as a hantaran gak...brand jerk cam gempak, but all the cloths and shirts and handbags are soo damn lame...all thats are only available in black....huhuhuhu...pedulik hape aku kalo brand jerk gempak but if da design is crapt, baek xyah...so we can remove DKNY from selection of baju and handbag for dulang hantaran....

i went to this web here, http://coachnmuchmore.blogspot.com/ in a hope to get a cheaper coach handbag, but still it's too damn expensive...xpe le...kuburkan jele hasrat aku nak pakai coach handbag,....pakai jela coach handbag yg kak siti and haji belikan kat china tuh....huhu....

MALAS

hari ni bgn je tido tetibe perasaan sgt le malas nak pegi keje....xtau le nape...xde perasaan langsung nak keje...so sms k siti and tuan haji ckp xdtg keje sbb sakit pale....huhu...kalo dah kepala berat nak bgn, it is actually equal to headache kan???

sambung tido balik sampai kol 11 pagi...wah, sgt besh...tp bile dah dok umah ni buhsan le plak...nasib baek le ade laptop company and broadband which i borrrowed for a weekend...hehe, so sambil doing laundry, ngadap facebook while watching astro....wah, i'm soo multi tasker..still doing 2 round of laundry walaupun hujan yang sgt lebat kat luar...rumah sgt gelap nie sbb hujan lebat....luckily da rain doesn't effect the astro...kalo tak lagi mati kutu le aku...

sebenanyer staying alone at home is not a fun thing to do...tp getting ready to work and stuck in a jem are the worst thing to face....demn...baru jerk sebut pasal astro tak effect during hujan...terus service currently not available plak....xle nak puji ckit pun....

argghhh...nak kuar gi clinic amik mc hujan plak tak berenti-renti....so el le jawapnyer aku hari nie..nasib baek le cuti aku bnyk lagik...ade lg 15 hari...huhuhuh...sape plak masak cucur ptg2 nie...dah le ma favourite snack is cucur bawang...nak buat cucur bawang, ingredients plak tak cukup...isk...

Ariani...

followed k mariena and k siti to ariani kota damansara during our lunch break....xpenah masuk pun ariani nie...this is the 1st time...hari tuh masa beli kain kat jackel mmg niat dihati nak masuk...tp mak and auntie rosinah cam nak cepat..pizi plak time tuh tgh sakit perut kan...so xjadik masuk....

actually, i wanted to buy plain simple black tudung...kalo emergency bole main sarung jerk...bole standby dlm keta pun...huhuhuh....sblm nie semua org dok kata ariani mahal, so nak tgk sendirik le mahal ke dak...td beli simple black tudung...harga RM50..pastuh ade discount 25%, jadik RM41 jerk...murah kan...even lg murah dr tudung yg raihan and azlin jual...

nak belikan satu tudung tuk mak gak...tp, when i think again, kang mak main masuk jerk tudung nie dlm washing machine..beli dah le mahal2...macam tudung i gave to her tu...sekati jerk masuk machine...huhu....maybe on our next visit tu ariani, i'll buy one for her...

sementara dok tunggu k mariena and kak siti dok memilih tudung, aku pun survey sambil berangan carik tudung tuk nikah and sanding....and i've got the idea wut i'm gonna wear on my big day...huhu...belanja koreh ckit le...but it's ok, it's worth it...once in a lifetime...huhuhuh....aku xtgk pun harga td..just berangan jerk...nnt nak bwk kain baju nikah next visit to ariani...kat ipoh mmg ade ariani gak...tp, kat kota damansara nie dpt 20% discount khas tuk staff HDC...huhuhuh...next month le kot beli tudung...of course i wanna bring mak and k linda along..my consultant...maybe kak kema skalik since she's my mak andam....

td aizat dok saiko aku...dia plak sebok dok count down....ami, hari nie 99 hari lg...sok 98 hari lagi...isnin 96 hari jerk lagik....isk aizat nie...nape laki kalo kawen cam relax jerk...pompuan jerk cam bz and susah hati???

100 days to go...

giler ah ding dong....
macam dah dekat sgt jerk....tggl 100 hari jerk...okay, let's chck wut have been done....

DONE
1. Book mak andam and baya deposit RM500
2. Book cameraman...tp dia cam xkompom jerk..nak kene email balik tanya nie...
3. Book catering..Wah jerk caterernyer...will finalize the menu on Dec
4. Book wedding cake dgn mama...will finalize the design on Dec
5. Book cake hantaran dgn mama gak...finalize on Dec...
6. Book cupcake for door gift lagik skalik ngan mama...finalize the design on Dec
7. Bought family attire
8. Tempah langsir...mak yg tempah sbb mak yang nak sgt langsir baru...
9. Beli kain baju nikah...

TO DO
1. Buat HIV test
2. Daftar kawen dgn Jabatan Agama Islam Perak
3. Buat wedding card
4. Tempah baju nikah mine and encik tunang
5. Beli tudung untuk nikah and reception
6. Beli tudung cam siti tuk nikah
7. Design baju reception dgn Kak kema
8. Come out with the guest list
9. Beli tilam baru..katil xyah sbb umah dah bnyk sgt katil...nnt nak kene angkut ke kl plak..
10. Decide who's going to be the bride's maid...
11. Beli baju bride's maid...
12. Finalize the wedding concept...masa design baju reception...
13. Decide on the place for honeymoon...nie encik tunang punyer keje...
14. Cari rumah sewa..move in on February..encik tunang jugak kene buat...

wah my to do list is much longer compared to the done list...it's just another 100 days...damn la...wut to do...wut to do....

Addicted...

sblm nie addict dok ngadap facebook....tp skang cam dah tak....

cam dah teraddict ngan blog balik...huhu...xnak bekebun kat farmville dah...nak edit blog jerk...
hari ni aku dah berjaya menukar background tanpa menghilangkan countdown kat sblh tuh...yeay.....nak cantek0cantekkan blog nie secantek-canteknyer....huhu...perah saan....

LOST...

i think i'm lost...

i dunno wut else to do....wut's next and wut i've done and completed....it's just another 100 days....
bole tak kalo cam nak postpone??huhu....feels like there's lotsa thing need to be done....and sumtimes i had a feeling that i've done everything...

isk...kompius...ape lg nie...?? checklist punyer bnyk sampai dah terkompius...kat diary ratu sehari ade, kata my wed scrapbook pun ade, kat excell pc nie pun ade...huhu...xtau mana satu yg betul dan tepat...i think i need to list down one by one again........

My favourite song from my favourite singer

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I mean.

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you

Yeehhaaa....

yesterday, i've spend almost half a day just to add in the count down in the sidebar on the right side of this blog...huhuhu...lama giler...yeler, dolu masa belajar xnak blaja bebetul kan....assignment upah org...

bile cam dah berjaya, bangga le sat...yeler, took almost half a day..tp buat sambil keje...so mmg le amik masa lama...pastuh edit2 lg blog nie....nak tuka2 kaler..nak boh kaler pink gak..edit punyer edit skalik terus hilang countdown tuh....cam p*****...penat aku ngadap...so berusaha gak nak masukkan balik....edit itu edit ini, tgk jam..rupenyer dah kol 10 malam...huhu....

tp akhirnya berjaya gak...wuhhuu.....

My Wedding Blog

macam beba dia ade website wedding dia...tp memandangkan aku tak reti nak buat website, aku buat blog jele kan...

so, i wanna make this blog as my official wedding blog....