A Year

HUH???!!!! alamak......!!!! aku baru teringat.....
On last Monday, exactly a year before that.........

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i got ENGAGED!!!!!!!
sudah sethn sy jadik tunangan org....huhu...dolu mcm nak memalu jadik tunang org...sbb bile dengar org sebut "tunang ko mana??", bunyik cam menyampah jerk....tp sedar tak sedar...pejam celik pejam celik dah sethn......hari nie nak gi celebrate anniversary being engaged ler...

selalu org ckp tunang nie darah manis...bnyk dugaan...tp alhamdulillah selama sethn we got engaged, xde dugaan yg mencabar berlaku...ade sekalik jerk gado which lead en Fizi to think twice bout marrying me..huhuhu...

punca sgt kecik tp aku menyebabkan benda tuh jadik besar...huhuhu...puncanyer we got back from wedding reception...dah janji nak gi tgk umah kat damansara ngan ade sowang pakcik nie....we're from area pantai dalam, i asked him, "nie nak lalu kot mana nie?" i was driving at that time...then he said "eh, kan u tau semua jalan kat kl nie?"sarcastically...ntah ape masalah ngan hormon aku, ngengada plak nak tersensitip...then i drive to Damansara without saying a word...appt at 5:00 pm...tp that time baru 3:45 pm dah sampai damansara...then i have an intentioned to scout around for houses around damansara kat area lain gak....then dah gado, aku pun dah pusing2 almost 10 mins and he didn't say anything....aku pun xtau nak gi mn lg...ade lg sejam nie...dia pun cam senyap jerk...i went, fine!!! aku drive straight to Subang nak hanta dia balik terus....

yang paling klaka plak, dia nie bukan tau jalan kat kl nie...tetibe dah sampai subang baru dia bole tanya, "Eh, kita nak gi mana nie?" i replied "Balik!"...."Kan dah janji nak gi tgk umah ngan Encik Ape-ntah-nama-dia."....."I malas..i penat."....i can see him pissed of...tetibe cam rasa takut and serba salah....then............dia setat le enjin nak membebel...dia pun membebel la sambil call Encik Ape-ntah-nama-dia.....and his face and body language which i haven't seen before...aku dah takut dah...dah serba salah dah..nyesal pun ade...nak penampar diri sendirik pun adde....almost hours after that, aku pun mintak mahap....though asking for forgiveness from him is not my specialty....which i have never done it before....ask ppl who knows me...i'm not a type of person who ask for forgiveness....

but time change, people change...we evolved...we learn...so, i put a side my egoism, and ask for his forgiveness...though it's so awkward at that time, but a key to long relationship is communication, give and take and most important thing, put aside ur egoism....dia cam amik masa ckit, then dia pun setat membebel nasihat aku....nasib baek le dia nie bukan jenis tengking2...or tinggi2 suara...he'll say it nicely and softly which made me felt soo damn guilty...

basically tu jele...huhuhu...xde le besar pun...actually dugaan aku yg paling kuat and bnyk is from his family actually...

so, let's stroll down da memory lane of my engagement at my flickr.